Time out

yesterday i somehow survived christmas eve with the family and went out afterwards. today i've been just hanging out here, relaxing, reading, taking a bath and stuff like that. before i had gone home to my dad's place, i met my bf once more. it actually turned out to be a good time and we both exerted ourselves. we came closer again and managed to be nice and to talk to each other. he spontanously had booked a flight to spain though, to stay there for some days. i'll see how everything's gonna go next year; he's a person i often don't know how to handle. i think the difficulty is to keep up things and that's why i don't wanna be too enthusiastic.
ps. no snow yet this winter
pps. i think i've got a seasonal affective disorder