
well... not much to write about... i'm probably the laziest person on earth right now. from next week on i'll have a schedule again, classes to go to - holidays over! should be a good thing...
guess i've had more bad days than good ones in the last weeks. strange how quickly my mood changes sometimes. last friday, for instance, i had dinner (thai food) and a private, sweet conversation along the way, which made me smile and feel closer to my *baby*. sounds like nothing really special, but it's always the little things i am pleased with. the next day the 'magic' was gone without a reason. didn't really feel good that day. i ended up drinking too much rum and got pretty depressed... or was it the other way around? these changes in mood happen a lot.
i need to be more positive. hope everything will get better soon... i'm always worried about something in some way. crap.