Leap in time

i've found an old friend again that i had in my childhood, and his siblings. the last time i saw him was when we were about twelve. i've got his cell phone number and maybe i'm gonna see him soon. i remember the bike tours our families used to make every summer and the ski vacations in winter and how we spent days at their place. i can say, without being pathetic, that these times were some of the best in my life (childhood generally is the best time in life!). i wonder, if we would meet again, if there was anything we would see in each other that reminds us of ourselves being kids. when i think about how we look now and back then i kinda think it's too bad that we've grown up now and how cool it would be if we were still kids... without commitments of any kind, boyfriends and girlfriends, jobs, hobbies, money, thinking about the meaning of life - just playing with each other...

Advanced stage

i feel good. i'm in love and i think this little break was a pretty good thing. it's all more fun and more serious right now. as for me, i can say that i'm much more easy-going and relaxed than before, which effects everything else and makes everything better. we've also reached the level on that we do things in the presence of the other that are 'taboos' when you don't know each other yet very well (this isn't quite something you would get totally thrilled about, but it's certainly unavoidable).

Pics/Part twelve

Chocolate, gin and cigarettes

isn't it nice to see an old friend again?

Keep supplies coming!

i gotta write about the dwarf hamsters again. only one of the babies is left and it was the dad who ate all the kids. a few days ago we had the glorious idea to finally separate them and put the female together with the last survivor in a different cage.
the little one shouldn't be an only child for long... last night the female hamster had a bunch of new babies. a never-ending story.

Back home

my bf is back here! it's strange - it's almost like he'd never been away. there's someone you hadn't seen for almost two months and after this time you kind of expect a different, or rather a changed person, i don't know why, and then there he is and eyerything about him and his manner is the same as before and you suddenly notice and recognize all these familiar things you hadn't been thinking of anymore. i'm tired... i had to get up at five thirty to drive to the airport this morning. i'm hungry, too. let's see what the night has to offer. oh and cheers to a., welcome home! (ps. it's cooold and raiiiny)

Pics/Part eleven

The evolution of the earth

".... keinerlei geräusch, nur die schwingen des riesigen vogels waren zu spüren, kaum als geräusch, mehr als zustand. die erde war unbewohnt. außer diesem vogel. er hatte eine spannweite von circa sechs metern. oder mehr. es gab keine vorgaben. keine gesetze, nur das der sonne, die untergehen wollte, aber kein ende fand. sie war überall. die erde war gerade erst zweitausend jahre alt. der riesenvogel hatte sich verirrt, er kam vom planeten pluto und war nicht mehr zu retten, denn ihm fehlte der auf pluto sehr reichhaltige stickstoff auf der erde. er flog noch ein paar runden und stürzte dann ins meer. seine leiche trieb monatelang im wasser. durch die im meer ständig existente photophorese und durch die dazugehörige sonneneinstrahlung, und damals war die sonne noch jung und heftig, entstanden aus dem kadaver des vogels zuerst milbenähnliche horntiere und später aus diesen schwimmfähige, mikroskopisch kleine kraken mit zwei armen. die enden ihrer körper verdickten sich an zwei stellen, und nach jahrtausenden wuchsen aus diesen enden kleine beinchen. füße gab es noch nicht. dann begannen diese tierchen an land zu gehen, weil sie nicht nur im wasser leben konnten, denn die erde drehte sich sehr schnell, und das wasser der meere, das ja bekanntlich vormals ein einziges meer war, war ohne strände und stellenweise so verebbt, so dass land in sicht kam... und diese tierchen waren einfach neugierig, dieses land zu untersuchen. es begann die wanderung der siten. parasiten sind nicht mit ihnen verwandt, obwohl man es meinen wollte ...." (helge)

Pics/Part ten